remembering my childhood in Bali, in the 1950's, awaken my peaceful feeling of well balance, smiley state of mind , energy and body. I regret now not to have the chance to learn it, even I have relative in my village at Banjar Pemedilan Denpasar, bapak Rindi from Tegallinggah, next village teaching gender,
but instead, I learn violin, guitar, and i joint an Orkes Kroncong, directed by my relative family : Bapak Wayan Suda....
what a waste time of my childhood, I feel now, but the sound of that music awaken something that has been printed as pattern in me.
There are age in childhood, children are/were very receptive ready to adopt a lot of thing, a lot of basic/foundation of future art, future way of pleasure, future job to enjoy in life.
The work and the question is to catch ant to cultivate the right moment in life, understand that NATURE in us has its own season of fertility, of blooming, of fruiting, of rooting ....
hmmmm
who is the master, the guide,
where are the school,
let's see 3 periods, grossly in 10 years step, fundamental one, in life education:
- there are school of body 0-10 years, free playfulness feeling, without judgement, ready to do and to play "innocently". Period of no ME.
- then comes school of emotion, energy of like and dislike, energy sexual as energy of ancestral creation/creativity, 10-20 year, emotional and fleshy love experiences. Good and bad fo ME.
- 20-30 year, head/thought/intelligence education., what science to understand and to master, university period, righ or wrong for ME
to elevate and to transcend that sexual energy of creativity, there are waiting for us the field of artistic exmpression/work ......
pondering on Soltice day 21st december 2014
now 22nd dec.
